hansrue ([info]hansrue) wrote,
@ 2005-10-07 22:17:00
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Port and C. diff
With chemo and radiation scheduled to begin on Wednesday, it was time to have my port installed. A port is a strange little plastic disc with a long tail that gets shoved in somewhere near my heart. The disc portion sits under my skin, just below my right hand collar bone. Whenever someone needs my blood (and my blood seems to be somewhat popular) or administer medications (such as the toxic cocktail that is chemotherapy), all they need do is pop a needle through my skin and into the port. Today's procedure was supposed to be somewhat short, but like many of mythical 'short procedures' that I have been promised, it turned into a full day's event. I was awake through much of the actual procedure...it didn't really hurt, but I could certainly feel some tugging and pulling going on. They patched me up with so much gauze and tape that it's hard to turn my head. Un-fun.

The cause of all of my abdominal cramping and bathroom traumas has been discovered: a nasty bacteria called C. diff. If left untreated, it can also cause ulcerations and, of course, death. From what we've learned, C. diff likes to flourish after one's GI tract has been flushed with antibiotics. With all of the antibiotics I was on in the hospital, it thought my GI tract looked like Cancun. It moved in and invited all of it's kin. Luckily, there is a medication to take care of C. diff and I'm taking that drug now. Hopefully I'll be done with this infection in about 10 days. Un-fun.

I'm ready for a break...can't seem to catch one. I was really hoping for a nice calm week at home before the chemo/radiation schedule starts. The C. diff really ruined the whole 'calm-at-home' notion. Despite the un-fun elements, I have enjoyed being home with the kids, watching a bit of TV, reading through my newest copies of Gourmet and Food & Wine magazines, etc. If you get BBC America, you owe it to yourself to check out 'Number 42 at the Kumars'. Really funny talkshow.

It's time for some much needed rest. I'm confident that my health will improve over the weekend. I've never been good at relaxing. I have so many projects in so many fires and that's how I like things...I'm a juggler. But it's hard to juggle when you just don't feel well. I'm just ready to juggle again.

Much love and respect to you all.

Hans



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I've had one of those
(Anonymous)
2005-10-08 03:23 am UTC (link)
Had C-diff after being on antibiotics for more than 2 months. They kept telling me to eat yogurt, which I hate. So I got Flagyll instead. NASTY tasting pill! I hope you're missing out on that.

I'm sorry this "down" week wasn't down, but I'm glad you have the weekend.

You know, after all the grief you've had, you should (dare I say you DESERVE to be?) be one of those people who sails through treatment like nothing new is happening. I do pray that's so. I worked for the American Cancer Society for years and I saw lots of people who DID do well through treatment. YOU CAN DO IT! :)

All the best, Hans,

That crazy woman in PA,

Cindy <><




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Re: I've had one of those
(Anonymous)
2005-10-08 11:49 am UTC (link)
I knew I liked you. The Kumars are the best! Feel better. No food-lover should have to endure this break from tastiness and cooking.

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Re: I've had one of those
[info]abbyladybug
2005-10-08 11:50 am UTC (link)
Sorry - that last comment was from me, Abby (in Boston, formerly of Memphis, with parents in Jasper!).

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Uhhhh! C. Diff.
(Anonymous)
2005-10-08 01:09 pm UTC (link)
My mother in law has had c. diff twice in the last two years. I hope you are feeling better now after your meds. She too had Flagyl and she also took Levaquin. She cleared up rather quickly though on the meds. Rest a little before the chemo/radiation starts.

You are always in my thoughts and prayers.

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(Anonymous)
2005-10-08 02:03 pm UTC (link)
Just keep plugging one day at a time. With all the good wishes and prayers following you, you will get through all of this ugly stuff. JD in Jasper

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[info]dentednj
2005-10-08 02:07 pm UTC (link)
ewwww i hope the c.diff family packs it up asap! since u seem to like sarcastic or brit humor u might want to try out the hbo series: the larry david show, and the brit comedy after that called extras... i always have to turn up the volume to hear the quick brit lines...i love the fast low, almost mummbled delivery of them! extras i think, has a guest start each week, that pokes fun at themselves and their fame...the first was kate winslet, last week was ben stiller...very very funny!

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(Anonymous)
2005-10-08 06:05 pm UTC (link)
Laughter is the best medicine is true....My husband's recovery from cancer 11 years ago was surely aided with the comedy furnished by television....Keep up the amazing progress.....Many blessings are on their way to you. Take care.

Susan from Kirkland, Wa.

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Enough Already!!!
(Anonymous)
2005-10-08 10:45 pm UTC (link)
Nice to get your update, even though we had been hoping for that good week. By now you have probably noticed that doctors, nurses and hospitals all operate on different clocks and calendars than their patients. Their minutes are usually hours and days are weeks.
Oh! Well! there are lots of caring ones.
By now I hope all your vacationing demons and their family members are packing up and getting out fast. Some day soon you might even get to enjoy that good food again.
The same good wishes and prayers are here and everywhere for you.
Mary Smith

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touchin' base
(Anonymous)
2005-10-09 08:24 am UTC (link)
Hi Hansy & Ames,

Just a quick note to let you both know I've been following along throughout this entire situation. I just don't usually reply because it seems as if everyone has already said all there is to say. I still remember that you said that one of the reasons this illness has come about is to bring our friendship around full-circle again--and I cherish that. Please call when you're ready...if not, I'll call soon. I know you already enjoy & appreciate all the encouragement & good-will. Just know, I want (and do) magnify all that 100-fold! The restaurant will open in less than a month...more details later...
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE

Daphne & Keiran (and Chloe, Pixie, Rue, and Rocco & Bella)

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You amaze me
(Anonymous)
2005-10-09 02:54 pm UTC (link)
Dear Hans and the Rueffert Family,
I have been following religiously your live journal. I am the daughter of the Kateens and live in Talking Rock. With all you have been through it would be easy for someone to be full of gloom and doom but you seem to find some little bit of humor in even the worse. The love and respect of your family and the faith and prayers of all to whom you have touched will see you through these next 5 weeks. I truly believe you are an amazing man with an amazing family. Know you are in my prayers.

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WV here
(Anonymous)
2005-10-09 07:12 pm UTC (link)
You sound very down in the dumps in spite of your effort to keep your spirits up. Being a nurse, and specifically an oncology nurse in the past, I can tell you this is commom. I do need to caution you to not be so hard on yourself! That will get you down quicker than the disease! Also don't expect to be juggling anytime soon. The chemo will knock your socks off and not in a good way. If for some reason, you tolerate it well, than that is a gift from God. But more commonly the fatigue you feel now will be a piece of cake compared to being neutropenic (low white cell count) I'm not telling you all this to bum you out....just want you to be realistic and know what to expect. You WILL get better...it's just going to take some time. You're doing the right thing by watching some good comedies and you can't beat BBC for that. May I suggest "Everybody Hates Chris"....it's a hoot. On UPN Thurs evenings at 8pm.
Hang in there Hans. You are being used for mighty things right now by sharing your plight with others. You're a blessing.
Pam

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You sure have been through it.
(Anonymous)
2005-10-10 12:45 pm UTC (link)
Thank you for keeping this journal updated. That is awful to read you have an infection on top of what you have been through. Praying it will be out of your system very soon. Prayers are still going up for you and the family for strength and this next adventure (Chemo). Praying you will be over your treatment in time to enjoy a good turkey dinner with the family.

Stay strong in the lord you guys and hold on to your faith. So happy you are back in Ga.

God bless you all.

Tammy, Clemcat, Munni, Beulah Bunny in Stone Mt.

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C-diff
(Anonymous)
2005-10-10 03:05 pm UTC (link)
So sorry to hear about this new problem but at least there is medication for it and you will get better. Hope maybe by today you feel a lot better!

Dave and Marty "Cad Club"

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Here for you guys
(Anonymous)
2005-10-10 10:56 pm UTC (link)
Hans & Amy -

Glad you're back, in however many pieces you feel like you're in right now. Home is home, regardless, and it always feels right. Hope to see you at the Inn sometime in the next few days or just around & about.

Tom & Jo

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HE"S BACK
(Anonymous)
2005-10-11 12:33 am UTC (link)
Once Again Glad to see You back.
ITs like a football game and its halftime And your winning in a LANDSLIDE!!!!

Pokr Plyr

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Better Days Ahead
(Anonymous)
2005-10-11 12:48 am UTC (link)
Hans: I know you have been through alot lately, but better days are ahead. Every day of your journey is another step toward complete health. You are never too old to learn. I am 76 years old and each journal entry gives me gladness of heart and inspiration because of your serenity. Your dad and I have experienced some of the same health problems. When I was in the hospital during an ice storm he sheltered Jo in the lodge and warmed her car before she drove to the hospital. When I was out of intensive care he called and asked me how I liked my steak cooked and delivered me a special Woodbridge meal! Your family is very special to me-you, Amy, the children and Joe and Brenda. I only hope I can be an inspiration to others as you have been to all of us. Peace and freedom from pain. Max Thurman

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Hi!
(Anonymous)
2005-10-11 02:04 am UTC (link)
Keep your head up, Hans! Sorry you're having to deal with the C.diff bug, but it sounds like you're getting some good time in with your kids. I loved reading about how your Ella "literally squealed"! Your in my thoughts,
Alisha

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(Anonymous)
2005-10-11 02:36 am UTC (link)
Ahhh you poor thing! Nothing is ever easy is it? Still, I'm glad to see that you've had a good time with your family and that you too enjoy the Kumars - they rock! Don't know if you get it there, but if you do you should check out Kath & Kim. Very very funny!

Chin up :) Sharon from Brisbane, Oz

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Thinking of You
(Anonymous)
2005-10-11 12:28 pm UTC (link)
Hans, wanted to do a note to let you know how glad we are you are home. I know your children, as well as Joe and Brenda, feel so blessed to have you back in Jasper. I have so much admiration for the way you are handling your illness. We appreciate your candid comments, and the humor you include. You're a brave young man and an inspiration to us all. Hopefully the medication will clear up the c. diff (sounds like something from Star Wars). I agree - - you're overdue for a break.

You and your family are in our hearts and our daily thoughts.

Carol & Dan Scoggins (friends of Tom Eubanks)

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A Port - angel in disguise
(Anonymous)
2005-10-11 04:13 pm UTC (link)
Hi, Hans,

So glad you and Amy are back home. My husband had a severe blood infection 2 years ago and came home with a port to his heart for daily antibiotic administration. He had been in the hospital for awhile before that (surgeries and such), and that port turned out to be a blessing. For the first few days he was in the hosp., he was stuck so often, his arms and hands were covered with bandages. They finally put the port in (a very weird experience to watch AND feel, he says) and used that from then on out. By the time the home health/disability period was over, we both realized how much easier the port had made things.

Wishing you, Amy, and the kids the best,
Beth

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Potato Salad
(Anonymous)
2005-10-12 01:21 am UTC (link)
Just wanted to drop you a quick note. I was going to call, but afraid you might actually go to be early tonight. I will continue praying for you, Amy , Finn & Ella. I hope everything goes ok tomorrow. Now that you have your marks; maybe they know what their doing and you'll fly through it tomorrow without any problems. We miss you dearly at work. Ronnie Evans called to check on you today. We're probably going to move the Relay For Life Concert to a different date. I'll let you know when we decide a definite one. If y'all need anything please let me know.

We have some gross video of Steven and his girlfriend kissing from the football game Friday. You have to experience it with us soon. He's so in LOVE!! Also, I'll mail you the Newsletter tomorrow.


he he...

Karena

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Chemo
(Anonymous)
2005-10-12 03:59 am UTC (link)
Hans, everybody will be thinking of you when you start your chemo. We all hope it isn't as bad as you think it will be.

Lynda Dockery
Kennesaw

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